My original goal was to share my own life in my chosen path of loving and respecting the world I walk in. I will have to let my few readers determine my score since I can't see the forest for the trees I love so much.
Can one take her convictions too far? Have I become blind in my commitment to "practice what I preach", "to think and do" ?
I will share two instances in recent days that may confirm that I have gone over the edge.
- I was sitting in traffic, to my right over a small bridge a construction crew was pushing an Alder tree over. When it cracked and fell, I felt a pain in my heart as if a part of me snapped with it.
- A feather floated down from above, right in front of me as I was walking and contemplating life. Fresh from its giver, soft downy gray. As I held it I felt hopefully connected to this tough yet fragile world.
I have hit the ? key often in this post. While I do not doubt myself, I question if I go too far. And just as importantly, I question if I touch anyone with the words and thoughts that I throw into the ether.